Looks like there is a purpose in nothingness… Nothing to do, nothing to talk, nothing to eat, nothing entering the mind, nothing to make, nothing to feel, nothing compelling, nothing to object to… and then one can either end up in nothing or else have a silent conversation with self and discover what lies in that situation and the moment!
Questions erupt at this late hour, when the world sleeps. If there is someone who could hear my silence, who could feel how I am feeling, who could make this moment alive with unadulterated laughter. With this thought, I begin to look within and realize that there is a universe within me which responds to every single and minuscule thought, emotion, action, and suffering that I undergo. It answers every question that comes to my mind. And I don’t deny for some reason I have not heard it’s lone yet profound voice. For some reason transgressed limits of tolerance, and did not respond to its responses. When it loved me, I have not loved in return. It sincerely remained constant in my inconstancy while I complained and looked through my insincerity. So, today I confess and seek forgiveness from this universe within that remained with me in happiness and in joy, shared the grief of separation and loss, joined in my exuberance through achievement, failures and disappointments, success and accomplishment, misunderstanding and assurance, ignorance and disgust, love and fear, stillness and faith, acceptance and rejection. Dwarfed by this realization and stumped by its ability to forgive I now strengthen our association. I promise to rise and travel, to build and reinforce, to let go and to live every single dream and make it a reality. Summing up with a quote I recently came across, "To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe."
It is now 2010, may it embellish your life with love, faith, happiness and abundance.
